The release date for the English version of 'Things I Wanted to Say, But Never Did' by
Monica Murphy is Jul 2021. If you enjoy this novel, it is available for buy as a paperback from Barnes & Noble or Indigo, as an ebook on the Amazon Kindle store, or as an audiobook on Audible.
Whit Lancaster struck like lightning in my life. Furious and violent, dark and thundering. As cold, callous, and devastatingly beautiful as the statues in the gardens of our prep school. the school where the name of his family was listed. Here, he has no wrongs to do. This is his territory.
He's a campus threat. Both feared and adored. both despised and revered. His insulting remarks pierce my flesh, causing me to be torn to pieces. However, his piercing stare makes my blood boil and makes me yearn for something I can't quite put my finger on.
One lonely night, I stumble upon him and discover that he is broken. Sickened. Though my instincts beg me to walk away and let him suffer, I can't. I elude him and enter my room. Tidy him up. Accede to his falsehoods. Allow him to have complete control over me until I'm the only one left in a shattered, gasping heap.
He takes my journal with him when he leaves me by myself in the middle of the night.
He is now aware of all my secrets. I detest you. My veracity. Furthermore, he vows to turn my comments against me. If my darkest secret is discovered, I will be destroyed.
That's when I make a deal with Satan.
Instead, I'll let Whit Lancaster ruin me in private.